o0o`o0o kamu ketahuan…
Last night was something that i would never imagined.
An old flame of mine has contacted me again. well he contacted me few times but i refused to answer his calls or i said i gonna call back. hrmm.. maybe just because i don’t want to create any history with him again. Although we bumped to each other few times lately. But then yesterday, he was eager to see me. he handed me a wedding card with his name on it. i was shocked. really i am. cried. yes. its tears of happiness. he’s getting married this saturday. which means left 1 1/2 days to go. Style gilee kann
We spend hours talking, and he told me that he actually wanted to proposed me all this while but i did not give him any chance because from the last decision i have made, I should walk away from him and not go down this route again, but sometimes my mind is saying to give him another chance. It’s impossible, the feeling wasnt like before. It’s not about love thing but i know its for sure bout caring, simple, senang, compatible. entahlah. itu saja for sure.
And last night also I told him the reason I walked away and he told me he will never love anyone else like he loved me. He told me his getting older and wiser these days and can cope. I am just wondering did he spin me that line to be with me? hehe… tak tak tak.. gua gurau jekk… gilee ke hape..
Somehow, between me and him is the past. Sometimes squelching the past makes us smile. How fool we can be? How fun we can be? and How wicked we can be? yang pasti, sesuatu yang membuat kita tersenyum. We agreed to become only friends and sister-brother hood. :) -(u know, ive always wanted you to be my brother kann)
Thank your for your presence bro! Selamat pengantin baru :) make sum cute babiess yeah!
