about her n him

 ”sorry sayang… pls understand, ive told you many times kan, the last time pun i dah kata.. pls laa faham..(tone dah mula berubah)”

hrm. one time? two times? three times? 254 times? same same. same phrase over and over with nothing accomplished. she doesnt want to deny anymore, peluang chance always there. and tak pernah habis. 

“by the way, sayang, i ve always been very patience, and you know that, tapi takkan satu text pun cam susah. tue jee..  mcm i dah tatau where i stand je..(she lower her voice)”

“tapi, u tau kan i busy. i cm.. urm ermm.. arh. susahla nak explain kat you, very private and confidental. u know laah( he raised his voice).”

she just kept quiet. upsetting. he promised to call her back in the evening. and he didnt. as usual.

bukan sekejap. dah mula menjadi bertahun, ayat ” yes, i will make it to you,” dah macam kata-kata biasa, macam hi, how are you?